The Grief That Never Ends: GH’s Kristina Wagner Opens Up About Harrison’s Legacy

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June 6th marks a somber occasion for General Hospital star Kristina Wagner as she honors the memory of her son, Harrison Hale Wagner, whom she shared with GH alum and The Bold and the Beautiful star Jack Wagner . As the third anniversary of Harrison’s passing arrives, Wagner takes a moment to reflect on her grief journey and the powerful memories that continue to shape her life.

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Harrison’s absence has left an undeniable void in Wagner’s heart, but she finds comfort in the love and joy he brought into the world. In a heartfelt message shared on Instagram , Wagner opens up about the unyielding pain of losing her son and the extensive efforts she’s made to cope with the grief. “If love alone could save him, he’d still be here,” Wagner writes, expressing the profound sorrow that comes with being unable to shield him from his inner struggles.

For the past three years, Wagner has sought healing through various outlets. From grief counseling and support groups to long hikes and countless hours spent reading about loss, she’s attempted to navigate the overwhelming waves of grief. Through these efforts, she’s found solace in the memories of Harrison’s vibrant personality. “His laughter was loud and contagious and came from a big man who wore a size 14 shoe,” Wagner fondly recalls. She cherishes moments like those, such as when Harrison would enjoy a simple chocolate chip cookie from Whole Foods or excitedly talk to dogs with a voice that would rise two octaves in pure delight.

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But it wasn’t just Harrison’s lighter moments that stayed with Wagner. She recalls the deep and meaningful conversations they had, where Harrison shared his dreams of becoming a world-famous DJ and music producer. He also confided in her about his struggles, the beautiful wisdom he offered mixed with the painful truths of his troubled heart. “He was so full of love and wonder and compassion for others, but he was troubled,” Wagner writes, acknowledging the complexities of her son’s inner world and the heartbreaking realization that she couldn’t protect him from the darkness he sometimes faced.

Despite the pain, Wagner finds a sense of gratitude in the recollections, even when they bring tears. “There is real gratitude in recollection, even when it hurts,” she writes, expressing that the love she has for Harrison transcends his physical absence. In a moving sentiment, Wagner shares that she recently learned that a mother’s body can retain fetal cells for her entire life. “It means that he lives in memory, in spirit, and in body,” she says, finding comfort in the thought that Harrison’s essence is eternally part of her.

Harrison Hale Wagner , born on December 1, 1994, and tragically taken from this world on June 6, 2022, lives on through the strength and love of his mother, loved ones, and friends. While Wagner continues to navigate the unthinkable pain of his loss, she has found solace in knowing that he exists within her, in her memories, in her spirit, and, as she now believes, in her very body. Through her journey of grief, Kristina Wagner remains a testament to the enduring love of a mother and the lasting legacy of a son who will never be forgotten.